5 weeks of no running.
4 weeks of maintenance and some over indulging.
I haven't been writing much because I'm not too sure what I should report.
There is a big part of me that feels like a gigantic failure for going into maintenance. I have given up on reaching 199 by my birthday because I found I was stressing about it TOO much and was having all these anxious obsessive thoughts about it.
I feel weak for admitting that I
I also had a bunch of stuff go on in a short amount of time which proved one thing. I'm not cured. I used food to comfort myself. My husband changed jobs, I got injured, I've been sick and sick again, laryngitis and then gastroenteritis, and my plantar fasciitis is acting up a lot. Guess what? Its really just a whole bunch of excuses, and I accepted them.
Regardless of all that, I still feel strong. I know I'm not done, and I KNOW I will be back on track shortly. I am 100% confident that I will not backslide, and that I will be back to making progress in the very near future.
I'm not completely off-track either, just not making any progress and enjoying not restricting myself!